Thursday, September 29, 2005

There's a fine, fine line..

(Here I am almost barely making it to this page. I feel sad losing my love and flare for writing...)

but... as I read from one of my Fil-German friend's blog, "I keep a blog to remember and watch myself, how i think before, how I think now..."

And hopefully kill the idea that someone's probably gonna read this..
My yahhdiih's coming over tomorrow and I think we just had our first petty fight.
And I know I'm going to lose it. I have raised my armor so high and so strong and when I let my guard down for just a bit I feel totally paranoid...

then this song comes to my head...

"And you'll never know till tou reach the top if it is worth the uphill climb..."

Friday, September 09, 2005


So it begins.

The invasion of the other side.
I have no qualms over my new bosses, though I do understand where my colleagues are coming from.

With almost (?) everyone of us updating our resumes and the biggest change that is yet to come, what is in store to this account that we have worked so hard to establish?

Two days ago, I caught myself in the business self-help section of Powerbooks in Glorieta. I remember publicly announcing that self-help books are no good. But I know I just read that somewhere.

And maybe because I am a few hours to my first adventure in Baguio.
Or a confused stalker just all of sudden made another contact.

How I know I am looking more fantastic every day, the more I need to work on it further.

(portrait by Diana Walker from Smithsonian Gallery)

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Deux Days

In two days I'm about to do something that I havent done before. Perform a leap of faith.

I'll be travelling alone for 6 hours or more.

Then I'll be meeting someone whom Ive met only once.
Perhaps out of saturation from work. That I am opening myself a little more this time.

Im psychologically crossing my fingers for this non-romantic masquerade.

But I am so looking forward to bringing home a brand new scarf.

Monday, September 05, 2005

Still wanting to revive the writer in me

I am stuck with so many things to do and yet doing nothing.In my attempt to improve my team of future managers, I was surfing for personality tests on line (yup, you heard that right) and stumbled upon an old flame's blog.
I got this little link of "what makes you?"pretty interesting's the result:

How to make a marvlitz

3 parts friendliness

3 parts silliness

3 parts leadership
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little wisdom if desired!


looks a little accurate to me..

Friday, September 02, 2005

Posing for an Office Bulletin Board

I wish I could update my blog more often. I've had some notable experiences last week when I went to clark for a seminar. I wish to dedicate one complete blog to that soon.

In the meantime, i took this personality test on line while looking for some good activities for my team. I'm documenting the result for future comparisons.

Global Personality Test Results
Stability (60%) moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.
Orderliness (70%) high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion (73%) high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
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and btw, I just had my picture taken for the office's bulletin board. This captures my not-so-me look after good weeks of hair color and style.